Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, [BREATHE]

Dealt with it myself

Will they understand?
It’s the question of our lifetime
Trying to find the right words
But what if they don’t care?
Never mind
Dealt with it myself
Hiding in the bathroom, wearing long sleeve shirts
Scared of what I might do
Never mind
No one seems to hear you till you’re loud
Then they call you crazy
Then they call you crazy
Quietly I battle with myself
Days are getting hazy
Days are getting hazy
No one seems to notice when you’re down
Unless you are bleeding
Unless you are bleeding
But sometimes the worst wounds
Are the ones you can’t see
Are the ones you can’t see
Never mind
Do they understand?
I’m begging for an ally
Think I’m just confused
Blow it off, it’s nothing new
Never mind
Little do they know
The murder of my right brain
It still has me grieving, take these pills for sleeping
My world is turning black and white

Dealt with it myself

hair: tram K0328 hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88

(Yummy) Plumage Ring Set @ C88
Addams // Mackenzi Crop Top
amias – DAVIN pants
[BREATHE]-Tamako Heels @ Kinky

taikou / plastic bag (drinks)

pose: Le Poppycock-Adventure calls

FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Lost City

Posted in Collabor88, crate, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

there’s no such thing as too many shoes

It’s all about the shoes, right? I mean, have you ever heard a woman say she’s got too many shoes? No matter if she wear glamour heels or flats or mules…there’s no such thing as too many shoes. So, let this be a warning to anyone that might suggest otherwise. You are WRONG. The more styles they make, the more we need. It’s that simple. Yes, there are a minute amount of exceptions to this rule in the world, but you might want to check their mental status. I wouldn’t trust a woman that doesn’t love shoes! Okay, I don’t trust very many people anyway, but especially women that don’t love shoes!

there’s no such thing as too many shoes

hairbase: Tableau Vivant – leLutka EvoX Hairbase 11 @ Uber
hair: Tableau Vivant – Alizeh Add-on @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88

^^Swallow^^ Earrings H02/E02 for lel Evo X Ears @ Kustom9
(Yummy) Plumage Ring Set @ C88
Moon Elixir x MUSE – Rebel Darling Dress
[BREATHE]-Atsumi Heels @ Uber

pose: Gravity Poses ShoeModel pose set

MudHoney Classic Photo Room 1 RARE

crate Satisfaction Sofa – Pink

TA Infinity Shoes Set (edited)

+Half-Deer+ Lingerie Clutter – Pink – Draped (Bra)
+Half-Deer+ Lingerie Clutter – Pink – Flat (Panties)
+Half-Deer+ Shoe Rack – Mix

Foxwood – Doodle Pup
Foxwood – Sweet Corgi

Tentacio Ballet shoes

.peaches. Singles Awareness Clutter – Magazines

Garbaggio // Shoe Clutter White
Garbaggio // Shoe Clutter – Andrea
Garbaggio // Shoe Clutter – Kylie Studded

Ariskea[Lucy] Boho Frames
Ariskea[Bees] Cute Flowers Pot
Ariskea[Blush] Wood Side Table
Ariskea[Blush] Teapot Peonie [Fushia]
Ariskea [Eli] Cat Planter Smiley [1]
Ariskea[Lucy] Rug Tribal
Ariskea[Lumi] Fur Pillow – Heart
Ariskea Triangle Seilling Decor
Ariskea[ Forsythia ] Paper flower Hanger[ Coloris]

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, DOUX, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative, Tres Chic, [BREATHE]

F.F.F.

Friends come and go, friends come and go
Go like the seasons
I never know, I never know what to believe in
And it’s getting old, it’s getting old
But no hard feelings
‘Cause friends come and go, friends come and go without a reason
And I, I’ve been in L.A. for way too long
Can’t get this air inside my lungs
It feels like I’m suffocatin’ from all the lack of the realness here
Is there anybody real out here?
Got my middle, middle up while I’m singing
Fuck fake friends, we don’t need ’em
Only thing they’re good for is leaving
Fuck fake friends, we don’t need ’em
I’ve had it up to the ceiling
Fuck fake friends, we don’t need ’em
Only thing they’re good for is leaving
And I ain’t got the time, money on my mind (yeah)
I’ll say it to your face, fuck fake friends

F.F.F.

hair: DOUX – Lia hairstyle @ TresChic
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
eyes: A R T E – Sweet Brown Eyes @ TLC
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]
eyebrows: Glam Affair – Vip HD BROWS – Lelutka @ TLC
Glam Affair – EVOX Smoky Makeup 01 B for FLF April 16, 2021

[ rD ] – Hydra Set @ TLC
(choker & earrings)
^^Swallow^^ Earrings H01/E01 for lel Evo X Ears @ Kustom9
(Yummy) Spring Butterfly Ring Collection @ C88
Cynful Savi Leather Top + Savi Leather Shorts @ Equal10
[BREATHE]-Konoka Heels @ Epiphany

pose: Diversion – Disconnected – Pose Set

[Bad Unicorn] Meir Red Lounge Backdrop

Fancy Decor: Fuck Throw Pillow

-SU!- The Moon Cat Cushion #01

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, [BREATHE]

Don’t say anything just go away

I try to make it through my life, in my way, there’s you
I try to make it through these lies, and that’s all I do
Just don’t deny it
Don’t try to fight this, and deal with it
And that’s just part of it
If you were dead or still alive
I don’t care, I don’t care
Just go and leave this all behind
‘Cause I swear (I swear) I don’t care
I try to make you see my side
I always try to stay in line
But your eyes see right through
That’s all they do
I’m getting buried in this place
I got no room, you’re in my face
Don’t say anything just go away

Don’t say anything just go away

hair: tram K0328 hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]

AsteroidBox. Cara Dress @ Equal10
ROULY :: Hung Up Tights
[BREATHE]-Miiya Heels @ FaMESHed X

pose: Amitie Room Cola Woman Co. @ Equal10
Junk Food – Snack Vending Machine

Posted in Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, unKindness, [BREATHE], {le fil casse}

We’re made of flesh, circuit and bone

Neon lights glisten off the streets
The moonlight swallowed up by breathing electricity
Salvation hovers in the sky
Dream of a life inside while we escape just to survive
Let go, take flight
Dreams begin to reignite
So clear, so bright
We’re glowing in the dead of night
Plug in, online
The data stream linking our minds
Circuits entwined
We’ll dream of Neo-Tokyo tonight
We’re made of flesh, circuit and bone
The only world we’ve known, these empty streets we walk alone
Salvation blocking out the Sun
Beneath its shadow cast I dream with my Aphelion

hair: Tableau Vivant \ Hitaisho @ Neo Japan
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]

Ghoul – Aina Cyber Shrug
{le fil casse} Axiom Dragon Spine @ Kinky
[Neurolab Inc.] Sensiva Pussy Guard
[BREATHE]-Mizusu Heels @ FaMESHed

pose: Diversion – Come Back – Pose Set

KraftWork Cyber Pod Unit . Blue Neon

outside: [BH9] – Cyber City 2077 V1

uk – Lady Boss Conference Laptop
(I added a different picture)

andika[cyber sweets]B/Dispenser/2Li

[Rezz Room] CYBER GREYHOUND ANIMESH

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, skin, [BREATHE]

I’m terrified, but I can’t resist

Your eyes, so crisp, so green
Sour apple baby, but you taste so sweet
You got hips like Jagger and two left feet
And I wonder if you’d like to meet
Your voice is velvet through a telephone
You can come to mine, but both my roommates are home
Think I know a bar where they would leave us alone
And I wonder if you’d take it slow
Oh, we’re dancin’ in my livin’ room
And up come my fists
And I say I’m only playing, but
The truth is this
That I’ve never seen a mouth that I would kill to kiss
And I’m terrified, but I can’t resist
And I said
Beautiful stranger, here you are in my arms and I know
That beautiful strangers only come along to do me wrong
And I hope
Beautiful stranger, here you are in my arms
But I think it’s finally, finally, finally, finally, finally safe
For me to fall

I’m terrified, but I can’t resist

hair: Exile – Valentina @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]

MOVEMENT- Her wallet @ Level
Hangry – Daisy Ice Cream
NANIKA – Barbara Dress @ C88
[BREATHE]-Natsuzu Heels @ C88

pose too altered to credit

location: Meadow Estates

Posted in Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, [BREATHE]

Is that what our dreams have become?

And how far is halfway there?
I didn’t see you on the trail
Did almost become good enough?
Should a good life be so hard won?
Is that what our dreams have become?
Sometimes when you’re shooting an arrow
It can fly across the sky so proud
I would go all the way to the sun
If I didn’t have to come back down

Is that what our dreams have become?

hair: TRUTH Flirt
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]

(Yummy) The Dreamers Necklace
hive // pink drink on the go . kitty . right hold
LaGyo_Suprema Phone
Seniha. Astrid Set @ FaMESHed
***top & skirt***
[BREATHE]-Mitsuho Heels @ Kinky

pose too altered to credit

[777] Stevie @ Pretty Fair

Posted in DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shoes, shopping, skin, The Liaison Collaborative, Tres Chic, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

I feel right at home

I’ve been havin’ dreams
Jumpin’ on a trampoline
Flippin’ in the air
I never land, just float there
As I’m looking up
Suddenly the sky erupts
Flames alight the trees
Spread to fallin’ leaves
Now they’re right upon me
Wait if I’m on fire
How am I so deep in love?
When I dream of dying
I never feel so loved
I’ve been having dreams
Splashin’ in a summer stream
Trip and I fall in
I wanted it to happen
My body turns to ice
Crushin’ weight of paradise
Solid block of gold
Lying in the cold
I feel right at home

I feel right at home

hair: DOUX – Indigo hairstyle @ TresChic
head: LeLUTKA Ceylon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]
[Glam Affair ] Rika Freckles (A) 50%

(Yummy) Layered Crystal Necklace
(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection
JustBECAUSE DeeDee Top @ Uber
JustBECAUSE Cassie Pants @ FaMESHed
[BREATHE]-Miroki Heels @ Kinky

pose: Ana Poses – Amata @ Shiny Shabby

backdrop: MINIMAL – Spell Corner

Potted Wall Hanger by Galland Homes (Group Gift)

[InsurreKtion] Spring Cleaning Sale Set @ TLC
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Blackboard
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Enamelware junk
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Console
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Demijohns
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Chair
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Urn
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Urn with antlers
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Antlers
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Rugs
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Stool
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Ladder

Nutmeg. Grandma’s Cottage Bench Light
Nutmeg. Grandma’s Cottage Basket w/Flowers

dust bunny . fresh fruit stand . cash box

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

I’m old enough to face the dawn

There’ll be no strings to bind your hands
Not if my love can’t bind your heart
And there’s no need to take a stand
For it was I who chose to start
I see no need to take me home
I’m old enough to face the dawn
Just call me angel of the morning, (angel)
Just touch my cheek before you leave me, baby
Just call me angel of the morning, (angel)
Then slowly turn away
Maybe the sun’s light will be dim
And it won’t matter anyhow
If morning’s echo says we’ve sinned
Well, it was what I wanted now
And if we’re victims of the night
I won’t be blinded by the light
Just call me angel of the morning,…

I’m old enough to face the dawn

hair: Tableau Vivant // Aries hair @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0 @ Skin Fair
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Nina Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER

(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection
RIOT / Eden Set @ Uber
[BREATHE]-Rinoko Heels @ Uber

pose: FOXCITY. Rituals @ C88
backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Ascended

Posted in Events, Exploration, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, skin, Skin Fair, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

No lyrics today

No lyrics today, I know, shocking. It’s ok, I’m sure they’ll be back in the next post. But today, I want to tell you about some things! First off, I want to tell you about this badass car! I’m obsessed with all the details. The hood opens, the trunk opens, as well as the doors. However, the interior is incredibly detailed. You have to see it for yourself and you really do want to check this out. If you’ve ever wanted a car in SL, I highly recommend you check out 777 Motors.

The next thing I want to tell you about is the sim! It’s called London for Ara and was done as a gift by my SL nephew, Trouble Dethly. He did this for his girlfriend/partner/wife…whatever they are…lol. What I know is that both of them are incredibly talented people and both have hearts of gold. He’s been kind enough to open the sim to the public, so check it out while you can. I’ve no idea how long he intends to keep it that way, but its a beautiful London setting with stores and parks and so much more. So, go buy a car, go shopping, and go exploring. Now you have weekend plans. You’re welcome.

No lyrics today

hair: tram K0310 hair @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0 @ Skin Fair
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ Skin Fair
Glam Affair – New Body Line
RE Sublime Nose Piercing N9

cheezu. square glasses @ Kustom9
– TRIGGERED – Moon Craft Earrings
Demon Doll – Razor Baby Necklace
(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection
hive // pink drink on the go . kitty @ Kustom9
MILOTA: Branven dress @ Uber
[BREATHE]-Rinoko Heels @ Uber

pose: Diversion – Hello Spring Poses @ TLC
location: London for Ara

car: [777] HORIZON @ Men Only