Posted in Blueberry, Kustom9, Lelutka, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

Bad Habits

Close the door
Take it off of me
Take it off for me
Clothes on the floor
This misery
Loves company

Compulsive indulgence
We’re making love out of focus
You’ll always be my white rabbit
My favorite bad habit

A rush of blood to my head
My heart beats out of my chest
Bad habits
Bad habits
I said never again
But here you are in my bed
Bad habits
Bad habits
~ Delaney Jane – Bad Habits

tram blueberry breathe

Sady is wearing:
hair:  [monso] My Hair – Brida @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [the Skinnery] Ashley (Lelutka) @ Uber

:::NOIR::: Kate Necklace
Blueberry – Reachless – Dress
[BREATHE]-Asumi Heels @ Uber

pose made with AnyPose

for information about the scene see upcoming post: Middy’s Room

Posted in Blueberry, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

Time Won’t Stop

I pretend that I’m not afraid
And for a moment I believe myself
Got lost in the day again
Time won’t stop to let me figure shit out

The pictures on my eyelids
Would put me in asylums
I’m not even mad though
Just gone a little mad so
Don’t blame me for what I say
It’s just the trauma talking
Am I allowed to love the way

I don’t care anymore
I don’t care anymore
Time won’t stop to let me figure shit out
I don’t care anymore
Time won’t stop to let me figure shit out

Every nerve underneath my skin
Every thought banging on my skull
Used to spend my time filtering
But maybe I should listen to what they know

The pictures on my eyelids
Would put me in asylums
I’m not even mad though
Just gone a little mad so
Don’t blame me for what I say
It’s just the trauma talking
Am I allowed to love the way

I don’t care anymore
I don’t care anymore
Time won’t stop to let me figure shit out
I don’t care anymore
Time won’t stop to let me figure shit out

Imma dance on the crooked edges
I’ll take what I’m given
The darkness won’t scare me
My eyes are adjusting
I’m sick of the war
I don’t care anymore

I don’t care anymore
Time won’t stop to let me figure shit out
I don’t care anymore
Time won’t stop to let me figure shit out
~ Faith Marie  – Figure it Out

doux blueberry cuca

Sady is wearing:
hair:  DOUX – Bloodline hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Crusties Ears
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Ginny (LeLutka&Bom) @ Uber

*AvaWay* MEOW Necklaces Set
Ascendant – Defiant Nails @ Kinky
Blueberry – Unbothered – Tucked In Tops
Blueberry – Unbothered – Pants

pose: [..::CuCa Designs::..] Cuppa Jane

Posted in Blueberry, Collabor88, E.A.Studio, Events, Fashion, GenusProject, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Nothing Left to Say

If you could only save me
I’m drowning in the waters of my soul…
~ Imagine Dragons – Nothing Left to Say/Rocks

truth bauhaus movement blueberry diversion

hair: TRUTH Kitten
head: Genus Head – Classic Face
AG. Aurora Eyes Mint
skin: [theSkinnery] Macie (Genus)
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

.:E.A.Studio:.  INSANITY PATCH EYE
Ascendant – Brighten Stars
Bauhaus – Kim Jewels @ Collabor88
Bauhaus – Kim Top @ Collabor88
Blueberry – Dynamite – Leggings On Steroids

Diversion – Main Girl Poses @ La Vie en Pose

 

Posted in Blueberry, Catwa, Cynful, DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life

Save Your Soul

Whatever you do, don’t ever play my game
Too many years being the king of pain
You gotta lose it all if you wanna take control
Sell yourself to save your soul

Rescue me from the demons in my mind
Rescue me from the lovers in my life
Rescue me from the demons in my mind
~ Thirty Seconds to Mars – Rescue Me

cynful kunglers bell

hair:  DOUX – Paula hairstyle
head: CATWA HEAD Catya v4.0
AG. Transcendence Eyes Pack @ Belle
[Glam Affair] Gabrielle Applier [ Catwa ]
body: Maitreya Mesh Body

KUNGLERS – Lucille set @ Belle
**earrings & necklace**
Blueberry – Demi – Faux Fur Stole
Cynful Something Sexy @ FaMESHed

pose: .lunchbox.poses. – nice

Sin City *RARE* – Horny Stories – The Bearded Guy
Shelly – Cobra 1.1 by Intense Auto

Posted in Blueberry, DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, GenusProject, Kustom9, Maitreya, Pose Fair, Second Life

Bittersweet Memories

As she hung the last of the new ornaments on the tree, she closed her eyes and got lost in her memories. She remembered their first Christmas together and all the traditions they started that year. It had been years since she could even bring herself to decorate for the holiday again, much less get rid of the ornaments that proclaimed their first Christmas and every year after that. He has a new family now. He will be starting new traditions and she is left with bittersweet memories.

doux blueberry diversion

hair: #8  DOUX –  Snowflake Queen hairstyle @ Arcade
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Baby Face
^^Swallow^^ Charm Ears @ Kustom9
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin
body: Maitreya Mesh Body

eyeshadow: TONE 2 – Sugar Plum Dream Eye Shad Collection @ Belle
lipstick: TONE 2 – Sugar Plum Dream Lips Collection @ Belle
nail polish: TONE 2 – Sugar Plum Dream Mani PediCollection @ Belle

Blueberry – So Cozy – Corset Cardigan (includes panties)
**RE** Festive Rings Set

pose: Diversion – Holiday Delights Poses @ Pose Fair

special thanks to Stefania for letting me pose in front of her Christmas tree

 

Posted in Bad Unicorn, Blueberry, Fashion, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Prism Events, Second Life, shopping, Tannenbaum, Uber SL

How to Facebook

A dear friend of mine recently joined the SL Facebook trend. She was shocked and dismayed at some of the hate speech that was filling her timeline. Naturally, I told her to delete these people, cuz that’s what I do. However, this got me thinking about how I hear various people complaining about what they see on their timelines. Do they not know how to Facebook or are they so afraid of missing out that they subject themselves to a constant flow of toxicity?
Let me just say, this is how I Facebook, there’s not wrong or right way, I suppose. Yet, if you follow a few simple guidelines, you can enjoy you social media so much more! First and foremost, don’t add just anyone…make sure you have a lot of friends in common. Odds are better for everyone this way. Secondly, unfollow people that get on your nerves, but you don’t want to unfriend. I mean, if they are posting tons of baby pictures or planning a wedding, etc, I’m likely to unfollow them or snooze them for 30 days, cuz I don’t care about that stuff. Nor do I want to see all that. Block can also be your friend, but I save that for extreme circumstances.
So, really, you have more control over your timeline than you think. Keep the funny, positive people and unfollow the whiney, bitchy ones. I mean its all about how you choose to feed your timeline.

stealthic blueberry peaches prism

hair:  Stealthic – Cascade
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Baby Face
SU!– Face Piercing Set 01
body: Legacy
skin: [Glam Affair] Hanna Applier [ Genus ] @ Uber

Vibing — Rose Necklace
Blueberry – Power Play – Tucked In Top
Blueberry – Power Play – Skirt

pose: Diversion – On The Edge Poses

.peaches. THe Fianna- Clutter Set
-.peaches. The Fianna Tablet Set – Tablet
-.peaches. The Fianna Tablet Set – Keyboard

[Bad Unicorn x Birch] Mary Janes ‘Ashtray’

:[P]:- Gingeri Mug [Decor] – Flake @ Tannenbaum

Posted in Animals, Blueberry, Collabor88, Events, GenusProject, Kustom9, Prism Events, Second Life, Tannenbaum

Cherish one another, please.

I’ve spent the majority of my adult Christmases alone. This year won’t be very different. It’s not a great feeling and its one I wish no one ever had to feel. It can be absolute hell for some and the darkest of hours for others. I’m not suggesting that anyone hover over their friends, but please…if each of us take a moment to reach out and wish each other a good day…offer a shoulder if needed or able…a silly little joke…something personal. Not just a generic, “hey, how are you?” Ask something that requires them to think of an answer, not give you that auto pilot reply, “I’m fine.” If we all do this for one another, we will remind one another that we matter….all of us matter. Be kind and grateful to one another and for one another. There are no guarantees that they will still be part of our lives next year. Cherish one another, please.

prism barley blueberr tableau

hair:  Tableau Vivant // Avril hair  @ Collabor88  (Nov)
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.1)
skin:  — PUMEC #RARE 2 – KATE – MAY   @ Kustom9

Astralia Clothing – Xmas Flamingo Sweater FLF Nov 29, 2019
Blueberry – Power Play – Jeans
Blueberry – Power Play – Boots

pose in:
Xmas Ladder Tree (Adult) CHEZ MOI LI: 12 @ Tannenbaum
w/Xmas Gifts CHEZ MOI LI: 1

22769 – Dear Santa LI: 1

Ariskea[December] Star Wreath LI: 3

hive // fir tree . a LI: 3
hive // fir tree . b LI: 4
hive // fir tree A . snowy LI: 4

[Merak] – Christel’s Daybed PG LI: 15 @ Tannenbaum

PLAAKA SquirrelNutCracker

[Rezz Room] Pomeranian Snowman Animesh @ Tannenbaum

Barley – Raleigh Complete Set @ Belle
Barley – Raleigh Candle Holder – Black
Barley – Raleigh Accents
Barley – Raleigh Wall Centerpiece – Black
Barley – Raleigh Cannister
Barley – Raleigh Side Table 1
Barley – Raleigh Presents
Barley – Raleigh Candlesticks
Barley – Raleigh Home Sweet Home Pillow

Junk Food – I Believe Snowglobe @ Tannenbaum

Yokai – Plush Christmas @ Tannenbaum
2.Yokai – Plush Christmas – Santa Teddy Bear (red)
1.Yokai – Plush Christmas – Plush Christmas Gift RARE
13.Yokai – Plush Christmas – Candy Teddy Bear (green)

Yokai – Glowing Teddy Deer (Frost) @ Collabor88  (Nov)

*HEXtraordinary* Sitting Krampus Plushie- Chocolate @ Tannenbaum

 

 

Posted in Blueberry, Events, Fashion, GenusProject, Maitreya, pr!tty, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative

Celebrate Yourself

People grow and change all the time. I’ve always hated hearing someone say that people don’t change, because they most certainly do. And a lot of us need to. If people never changed, we would never progress in life. But its more than that. We change at different paces and in different directions. This is not a bad thing. Sadly, it does mean that some of us grow apart. It does not mean we love one another any less.
Instead of looking at our differences and cringing at the evolution of our relationships, we need to celebrate ourselves. Particularly if our personal changes are making us happier with ourselves and the world around us. We shouldn’t grieve the things we’re losing, we should celebrate the things we’re gaining. We should not feel ashamed of personal progress, ever. Let’s face it, if we are moving in a positive direction, those that love us most will take notice and they will be happy for our personal successes. Those that don’t? Well, there’s nothing we can do about that. We cannot change how others receive our changes. What we can do, is keep on keeping on, put our best foot forwards, and continue to grow in a positive direction. There’s no shame in personal growth. Go ahead, celebrate yourself. *raises a glass*

blueberry bunny

hair:  pr!tty – Anya
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

Blueberry – Catch Me – Bunny Set – Ears BENTO
Blueberry – Catch Me – Bunny Set – Gloves
Blueberry – Catch Me – Bunny Set – Tail
Blueberry – Catch Me – Bunny Set – Bra
Blueberry – Catch Me – Bunny Set – Panties
Remezzo Pixie Heels @ The Liaison Collaborative

pose: Amitie Lust

{anc} fish shop daughters / leaking rug
:::ChicChica::: Bottle of champagne
:::ChicChica::: Champagne dispensers

Posted in Blueberry, Fashion, Maitreya, Reign, Second Life, shoes, shopping

I wrote my own pain

Wild roses on a bed of leaves
In the month of May
I think I wrote my own pain
Oh don’t you

Down by the creek I couldn’t sleep
So I followed a feeling
Sounds like the vines they are breathing
And I’ve seen the way the seasons change
When I just give it time
But I feel out of my mind
All the time

In the night I am wild-eyed
And you got me now
~Of Monsters and Men – Wild Roses

tram addams

hair:  tram F1124 hair
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

Blueberry – Reignberry – Scarf
Ascendant – Purely Nails
Addams // Kenadee Knotted Top
Addams // Kenadee Moto Jeans
REIGN.- OBSESSION BOOTS (ANKLE)

Amitie Poses – Breeze Hair 01
locations: Scarlett Isle

Posted in Blueberry, Catwa, DOUX, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Home Decor, Pose Fair, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Perfect Day

They both loved to read and all three of them loved the beach. He rarely had a week day off and wanted to surprise her in a big way. With the help of a good friend and the prediction of nice weather, he was able to arrange an area right on the beach that would set the tone. Netflix and chill was so daily that it wasn’t special anymore, but reading and chillaxing on the beach? Now that would be the perfect day.

blueberry elm

Sady:
hair: DOUX – Jessa hairstyle @ Dubai
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Baby Face W001
body: Legacy
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin @ TresChic

(Yummy) Bang Bang Choker
Blueberry – Can’t Relate – Tops Alone – Legacy
Blueberry – Can’t Relate – Wrap Around Cardigan – Legacy
Blueberry – Can’t Relate – Shorts & Belts – Legacy
Blueberry – Can’t Relate – Stockings – Sheer&Opaque – Legacy
Blueberry – Can’t Relate – Boots Flat & High Heels – Legacy

Derrek:
hair: Stealthic – Like Lust (B&W)
head: Catwa Daniel
^^Swallow^^ Darkness Ears
body: [Signature] Gianni Body
skin: Stray Dog
Tattoo “Blinded Justice”_by GoK

**RE** NOX Alegoria Bracelets 2.0
**RE** ReVoX Biker Rings 2.0
{COLD-ASH} Mens MESH REECE Henley Shirt
{COLD-ASH} Mens HOLLOWAY Ripped Jeans

Diversion – Book Lovers – Couple Pose @ Pose Fair

location: Scarlett Isle

Scene:
Elm. “Book Nook Gacha” @ Equal10
Elm. “Book Nook Gacha” Autumn Corner RARE
#1 Elm. “Book Nook Gacha” Fall Suitcase
#4 Elm. “Book Nook Gacha” Autumn Books & Glasses
#7 Elm. “Book Nook Gacha” Paper Trail

[Rezz Room] American Bully Adult Animesh (Companion) @ Man Cave