Posted in Blueberry, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shopping, Uber SL

That’s that.

I woke up this morning with a tremendous headache and it has been one helluva week. Today, I’m taking some much needed time for myself. I want to enjoy my newly landscaped sim. I want to dedicate some time to adding some finishing touches and decorating my house. I’m sure I’ll take a blog picture, but my blog is more for me than anyone else anyway…sorry, not sorry. I love that people read it and enjoy it…all five of you..lol, but at the end of the day, I have always blogged because its something I’ve wanted to do. However, there are days that I honestly don’t even want to bother with it. I guess that’s natural after four years of blogging almost daily.
In real life, I’m smoking a cigarette with my coffee, but I sure wish it was a blunt. This headache is not fun and while I know that looking at a screen is not conducive for a headache, neither is that bright ass sun blaring through my window. *hisses* Alas, this is going to be a good day. I’ve decided and that’s that.

doux heaux idtty bb sc

hair: DOUX – Alaska hairstyle @ LeVeL
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
eyes:  [Heaux] Piper Eyes @ Anthem
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair]  LIllian Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Uber

lashes: MICHAN – Lilith Lashes Fatpack [Lel EVO] @ TLC
eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA HALF TIME COLLECTION # 5 @ ShinyShabby
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA HALF TIME COLLECTION #10 @ ShinyShabby
nails: -SU!- Almond Nails

Rebel Gal – Charm Necklace
(Yummy) Adel Ring Set
Blueberry – SL17B – Lace Trim Top
Blueberry – FLF – Valentines – Panties

pose: – space cadet – weed&coffee ladies
the pose comes with a blunt/joint & a cup, but I used my own mug which was a gift from my dear friend, Harlow Heslop
e.marie // True Love Mug – Cats

 

Posted in Blueberry, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

Ashes of Eden

Will the faithful be rewarded
When we come to the end
Will I miss the final warning
From the lie that I have lived
Is there anybody calling
I can see the soul within
And I am not worthy
I am not worthy of this
Are you with me after all
Why can’t I hear you
Are you with me through it all
Then why can’t I feel you
Stay with me, don’t let me go
Because there’s nothing left at all
Stay with me, don’t let me go
Until the Ashes of Eden fall
~ Breaking Benjamin – Ashes of Eden

stealthic blueberry bay

hair: Stealthic – Vigil
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Maya (LeLutkaEVO) @ Uber

Blueberry – In Control – Bodysuit

pose: :oushk – Snake Charmer – #2 – Black (comes with snake)

location: The Bay

Posted in Apple Fall, Blueberry, breathe, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

The Best People

“The best people possess a feeling for beauty, the courage to take risks, the discipline to tell the truth, the capacity for sacrifice. Ironically, their virtues make them vulnerable; they are often wounded, sometimes destroyed.”
― Ernest Hemingway

blueberry breathe

Sady is wearing:
hair: Exile – Illyana
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.1
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.2.1)
skin: [theSkinnery] Signe
Tattoo “Maneki Neko”_by GoK(female)

Blueberry – In Control – Top
Blueberry – In Control – Skirt
[BREATHE]-Rona Heels @ Kinky

pose: Diversion – Autumn Reading Poses (includes book)

scene:

West Village Mona Office Chair – Rustic Wood
West Village Stacked Art
West Village Industry Office Desk – Planed Oak
West Village Trellis Office Rug – Dove Grey
West Village Fiddle Leaf Fig
West Village Ginger Jar Lamp – Grey Toile

KraftWork Destination Pillows (Inclined) JFK

KraftWork + [ kunst ] Vintage 8mm DECOR

.09 [ kunst ] – Books
.10 [ kunst ] – Magazines
[ kunst ] – Novak set books
[ kunst ] – Nomada Whisky bottle
[ kunst ] – Nomada Whisky glass #2
.01 [ kunst ] – Typewriter / shiny RARE
.04 [ kunst ] – Iron frame
[ kunst ] – Ashtray v3 / Marble #2
[ kunst ] – Lighter v3 classic / silver
[ kunst ] – Cigarette box nouveau / silver

MudHoney Photo Room 5

Posted in Blueberry, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Lelutka, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping

His Angel

Chris calls me an angel, which is funny in a way, cuz I think the only other people that’s called me that were my mom and my grandmother….when I was a baby. In fact, they called me precious little angel. Anyway, that’s a story for another time. I did this picture for Chris in honor of him calling me his angel…I mean, naughty angels are a thing, right? I mean, I assume he calls me that cuz I took him to heaven a time or two or six…*grins*

doux cx bb forge

Sady is wearing:
hair: DOUX – Shamiya hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.1
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V5.0
skin: [theSkinnery] Signe

#29 Blueberry – Angelberry -Common- Halo – Pure
#6 Blueberry – Lillith – Wings – RARE – White *M*
[The Forge] – Ocullas Arms Rare, Lootbox
3. [CX] Industrial Valkyrie – Top // M // White Out @ Epiphany
9. [CX] Industrial Valkyrie – Skirt // M // White Out @ Epiphany
23. [CX] Industrial Valkyrie – Boots // M // White Out @ Epiphany

Posted in Animals, Blueberry, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL, vinyl

NOPE.

I don’t know about everybody else, but when I get a friend request from someone I don’t know and haven’t heard of on Facebook, I usually look at their profile. First, I want to know they are from Second Life and not IMVU. Secondly, I want to make sure they are from SL and not some rando from God knows where just adding all the females he can find. On that note, if I have the time, I will give their timeline a quick glance. If everything is in a language I don’t understand (which is pretty much anything, but English) then I probably won’t add them. If the first thing I see offends me or leads me to believe they will be easily offended by me, I probably won’t add them.
This morning, I logged into to several friend requests and the first thing I saw was a post about  how this person was on the verge of quitting SL. There was no point in logging in anymore. Asking what was the point, because all of her friends were gone. This is when I think in memes. You know the meme of the toddler that’s coming down the hall, turns the corner…sees something and turns right back around and is out of there? Yeah, that was me looking at this profile and hitting decline. NOPE.

doux vinyl bb rr fc K&S

Sady is wearing:
hair: DOUX – Rehab hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.1
body:  [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Signe @ Uber
Tattoo “Dragon of the Rising Sun”_by GoK

VINYL – Fact Cardigan
Blueberry – FLF – 1/17 – Panties

[Rezz Room] Box German Shepherd Puppy @ Access

FOXCITY. What Gives Bento Pose Set

K&S – // Harmony. skybox
Tentacio – Good feeling bag

Posted in Blueberry, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

Hotter than Hell

He calls me the devil
I make him wanna sin
Every time I knock, he can’t help but let me in
Must be homesick for the real
I’m the realest it gets
You probably still adore me
With my hands around your neck
Can you feel the warmth, yeah
‘Cause my kiss goes down you like some sweet alcohol
Where I’m coming from, yeah
Is a darker side of me that makes you feel so numb
‘Cause we’re hot like hell
Does it burn when I’m not there?
When you’re by yourself
Am I the answer to your prayers
I’m giving you the pleasure of heaven
And I’ll give it to you

limerance cx asteroid box blueberry anaposes bearded

Sady is wearing:
hair:  #18 {Limerence} Willow hair-All Naturals RARE
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.1
body:  [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Signe @ Uber

[CX] The Altar Horns @ Anthem
[Cynful] Stripper Body Dust
AsteroidBox. Paige Top @ Anthem
Blueberry – Catch Me – Bunny Set – Panties

pose: Ana Poses – Rome

Love CIrcle – DeepBreath – The Bearded Guy

Posted in Animals, Apple Fall, Blueberry, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

Trapped in the thought of free

I’m so sick of thinking
Too many minutes fleeting
Don’t want nothing to do with me
As far as I know I’m stuck in between
Time space dimensions beyond reach
So what’s the point of negativity
Some days I want a break from myself
But today don’t wanna fuck with no one else
I spent so long
Tryna free myself
Tryna find the hope they speak about
I spent so long
Tryna find myself
That I found myself
Trapped in the thought of free
I wish I believed in
All the things I’m reading
Follow like I’m wearing sheep’s skin
But darling nobodies innocent
Question everything like it’s a test
Sometimes I wish that my mind would rest
Let me bathe in ignorance
Close my eyes I just wanna breathe again
I look for places I can’t go
I want to feel things I can’t hold
I want to know things I don’t know
Just let me let go now
Just let me let go now

blueberry lyrium rezz room

Sady is wearing:
hair:  [KNOX] Nala
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.1
body:  [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Signe @ Uber

Ascendant – Polished Square Nails
rings: (Yummy) Spring Splendor @ Uber
Blueberry – Knotted Dress – Group Gift

pose: Lyrium. My lil Beetle Car
(includes drink)

[Rezz Room] English Bulldog Adult Sit

Apple Fall Books & Map

Posted in Blueberry, Bueno, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Landscaping, Legacy, Lelutka, Reign, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

So much fear

Puddin looked at her with curiosity as they strolled along the abandoned streets. The poor pup couldn’t understand what had happened to all the people that used to greet her with smiles, cutesy little words she didn’t understand, and all the petting. She missed the attention and was so confused about why everyone they saw stayed so far away. She knew she was clean, her momma bathed her regularly. She knew her momma smelled as sweet as ever. The only thing she smelled in the air that was different was fear. She’d never smelled so much fear in all her life, all three years of it, whatever that meant.

Doux BB Reign RR Bueno Lagom Tarte

Sady is wearing:
hair:  DOUX – Ubert hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.1
body:  [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Signe @ Uber

Blueberry – Ride or Die – Top
Blueberry – Ride or Die – Shorts
Blueberry – Ride or Die – Flannel
Blueberry – Ride or Die – Purse
REIGN.- RIDE OR DIE BOOTS – REIGNBERRY

[Rezz Room] Yorkshire Adult Animesh (companion) @ Uber

pose: :LW: Bento Poses – Follow me @ Belle

tarte. lighted city trees @ Uber

Lagom – Raindrops @ Belle

BUENO– Shining Scooter-Red

# ninety – Backdrop [ 03 ] 25 Prims

Posted in Blueberry, Cynful, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Reign, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Rusted

I can’t believe in you any longer
I am stronger
I can’t believe in you any longer
I am stronger, stronger than you
You are empty, you are guilty you are dead
Dead to me and I’m never looking back
I will leave you behind rusted
Lost in time
~ Through Fire – Stronger

doux cynful bb reign gok

Sady is wearing:
hair:  DOUX – Tainy hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.1
body:  [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Cindy Skin [Lelutka]

Tattoo “Op.7″_by GoK(female)
Cynful Laced Up Top – FLF (March 27)
Blueberry – FLF 3/13 – Shorts
REIGN.- MARKIE ROPE WEDGES @ Kustom9

pose: Ana Poses – Bologna Woman

Posted in Blueberry, Kustom9, Lelutka, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

Bad Habits

Close the door
Take it off of me
Take it off for me
Clothes on the floor
This misery
Loves company

Compulsive indulgence
We’re making love out of focus
You’ll always be my white rabbit
My favorite bad habit

A rush of blood to my head
My heart beats out of my chest
Bad habits
Bad habits
I said never again
But here you are in my bed
Bad habits
Bad habits
~ Delaney Jane – Bad Habits

tram blueberry breathe

Sady is wearing:
hair:  [monso] My Hair – Brida @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [the Skinnery] Ashley (Lelutka) @ Uber

:::NOIR::: Kate Necklace
Blueberry – Reachless – Dress
[BREATHE]-Asumi Heels @ Uber

pose made with AnyPose

for information about the scene see upcoming post: Middy’s Room