What’ll be will be What you say it always goes and in the end In the end you always get what you want Baby I try too much I’m living without your love again But I’ll never stop trying Well let me know If you would ever love me I can show The way your body should be, should be touched Should be held, let me watch your body melt into mine Down the line
hair: DOUX – Karol hairstyle @ Kustom9 head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0 eyes: A R T E – Sweet Brown Eyes @ TLC body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4) skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX] eyebrows: Glam Affair – Vip HD BROWS – Lelutka @ TLC Glam Affair – EVOX Smoky Makeup 01 B for FLF April 16, 2021
Don’t say that I should know better No shame, messed up, broken mirror Don’t know why I’m drawn to fear Hm
Walking downtown, smiling stranger Light up, burnt out, thought I knew ya I’ll pretend I don’t see through ya Hm
Off the safety, I shoot the gun and I, and I, and I go again Off the rails and I’m on the run and here, here, here we go again Flip the switch and I’m in the mode, but I’m in control Just so you know. And I, and I go again
Dark night, bright light, self-destruction Blow my phone up, your obsession I don’t need another lesson Hm
It won’t kill me Treading lightly Please don’t hate me Smarter than you think
Kibitz – Felicity’s necklace @ Equal10 (Yummy) Spring Butterfly Ring Collection @ C88 Tentacio I miss you bouquet @ Kustom9 Sweet Art – Cute Bag @ Equal10 Just BECAUSE Elizabeth Bralette Just BECAUSE Elizabeth Pants
pose: – Sweet Art – Rubi Bento Poses @ Equal10 **altered cuz of the things I’m holding**
‘Course you love me, you don’t know me But I got news for you, I came broken Ego issues, my head is swollen I got a million chips on my shoulder But if you stay despite all I showed you Then maybe you don’t need freedom, freedom I guess I take it, heartbreaker A title, I can’t shake it, can’t fake it I guess I take it, heartbreaker A title, I can’t shake it, can’t fake it (yeah-yeah-yeah) Baby, I’d rather be hard to love Than easy to leave, you should believe me I’ll make you need me (whoo) I’d rather be hard to love Than easy to leave, you should believe me I’ll make you need me Go deep, baby, go deep I love it when your roots go deep so I know you won’t leave Go deep, baby, go deep I love it when your roots go deep so I know you won’t leave Go deep, baby I like being ugly, that way if they love me I know that they love me for real (whoo) I like being ugly, that way if they love me I know that they love me for real (Listen) I like being ugly, that way if they love me I know that they love me for real (woah-woah) I like being ugly, that way if they love me I know that they love me for real
Baby (Baby) You’ve been so distant from me lately (Lately) And lately (And lately) Don’t even want to call you baby (Baby) Saw us getting older (Older) Burning toast in the toaster My ambitions were too high (High) Waiting up for you upstairs (Upstairs) Why you act like I’m not there? Baby, right now it feels like It feels like you don’t care Oh, why don’t you recognize I’m so rare? Always there You don’t do the same for me That’s not fairI don’t have it all I’m not claiming to But I know that I’m special (Special) Yeah And I’ll bet there’s somebody else out there To tell me I’m rare To make me feel rare
the more I get to know myself the less I understand myself I don’t know how to let go of this all weight I put on me of who I am or where I’ll be once I learn to let go always set my sights on diamonds in the future remember when you wanted what you got right now when I close my eyes and I’m all alone with my mind I get scared I’m unprepared and will be for the rest of my life but I’ve made it this far yeah I made it this far half way to falling apart but I’ve made it this far
hair: DOUX – Karol hairstyle @ Kustom9 head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0 eyes: AG. Elegance Eyes (Arctic) @ Access body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4) skin: [Glam Affair] Liv Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ Kustom9 tattoo: [Addicted To Ink] Heather…
^^Swallow^^ Earrings H01 for lel Evo X Human Ears @ Kustom9 (Yummy) Bella Tennis Necklace Set @ Kustom9 (necklace & hoop earrings) [ kunst ] – Nose Plaster RE Sublime Nose Piercing N9 -SU!- Almond Nails (Yummy) Spring Butterfly Ring Collection @ C88
I try to make it through my life, in my way, there’s you I try to make it through these lies, and that’s all I do Just don’t deny it Don’t try to fight this, and deal with it And that’s just part of it If you were dead or still alive I don’t care, I don’t care Just go and leave this all behind ‘Cause I swear (I swear) I don’t care I try to make you see my side I always try to stay in line But your eyes see right through That’s all they do I’m getting buried in this place I got no room, you’re in my face Don’t say anything just go away
Memories are just where you laid them Drag the waters ’til the depths give up their dead What did you expect to find? Was there something you left behind? Don’t you remember anything I said when I said Don’t fall away and leave me to myself Don’t fall away And leave love bleedin’ in my hands, in my hands again Leave love bleedin’ in my hands, in my hands Love lies bleedin’ Oh, hold me now, I feel contagious Am I the only place that you’ve left to go? She cries her life is like Some movie black and white Dead actors fakin’ lines Over and over and over again she cries
Neon lights glisten off the streets The moonlight swallowed up by breathing electricity Salvation hovers in the sky Dream of a life inside while we escape just to survive Let go, take flight Dreams begin to reignite So clear, so bright We’re glowing in the dead of night Plug in, online The data stream linking our minds Circuits entwined We’ll dream of Neo-Tokyo tonight We’re made of flesh, circuit and bone The only world we’ve known, these empty streets we walk alone Salvation blocking out the Sun Beneath its shadow cast I dream with my Aphelion
In November of last year, Atelier Burgundy & Pitaya teamed up to create a bookstore gacha for Anthem. Fortunately for me, there was a fatpack option. Without any hesitation or even too close of a look, I snatched it up and sat on it for months. I knew a time would come that I would finally create a used bookstore. Well, here comes Anthem with a boho themed round for April and lucky little me, had access to Bueno’s set, as well as THOR’s. Now, get this…InsurreKtion recently invited me to join their blogging team as a VIP and there it was, sitting so pretty in Blogotex! A boho deco set!!! I knew this was it! I quickly rezzed all the things….the bookstore fatpack and all three of my boho sets. But wait, there’s more magic…Mikel Monk, the creator behind the Bueno brand, had named his couch, Kerouac!! Now, I realize there are tons of readers out there that have their own connection to Jack Kerouac, but for a while in college, I was absolutely obsessed. I even had a cat named, Jack Kerouac! I mean, clearly this was a sign, right?
I did my best to list everything in the credits, but as you can see from the photo, I used a ton of items to create my used bookstore. I was picturing one of those really cozy used book stores, that brings in a few treats first thing in the morning with a couple of canisters of coffee, but once those things are gone, that’s it for the day. They sell a variety of collectibles, new and used books, and encourage their customers to hang out.
I typed book and books into my inventory search and just started rezzing out everything. I didn’t bother trying to list every single collection, stack, and row of books, because that would have taken me all day. Let’s face it, I’d rather be reading! I did grab the names of some things, but if you really want to know a specific item in the photo, just let me know. I don’t think I’ll be tearing down this scene anytime soon. ☺
and an assortment of books from Apple Fall, Balaclava!!, Bazar, Dust Bunny, Elm, Fancy Decor, KraftWork, and Zerkalo…plus lots that were part of the Atelier Burgundy + Pitaya . Bookstore set.
Your eyes, so crisp, so green Sour apple baby, but you taste so sweet You got hips like Jagger and two left feet And I wonder if you’d like to meet Your voice is velvet through a telephone You can come to mine, but both my roommates are home Think I know a bar where they would leave us alone And I wonder if you’d take it slow Oh, we’re dancin’ in my livin’ room And up come my fists And I say I’m only playing, but The truth is this That I’ve never seen a mouth that I would kill to kiss And I’m terrified, but I can’t resist And I said Beautiful stranger, here you are in my arms and I know That beautiful strangers only come along to do me wrong And I hope Beautiful stranger, here you are in my arms But I think it’s finally, finally, finally, finally, finally safe For me to fall
