I woke up this morning and was soooo cold. Like chilled to the bone cold. I immediately opened my curtains to let the warmth of the sun in and grabbed my favorite sweater. Here I sit all bundled up with my coffee…shivering…I look at my phone to check the temperature thinking it must be below freezing, right? WRONG. It’s 52°F/11°C. Mind you, we had the air conditioner on two days ago and its set to only come on when the temp is above 78°F/26°C. While its certainly a lot colder than two days ago, I’m sitting here laughing, because a month from now….52°F/11°C is going to seem quite warm. Isn’t it funny how our bodies adjust so quickly? It really is quite fascinating when you think about it. I’m happy for the cooler temps, I’ll just be happier once my body adjusts.
I’ve been taking several pictures on my sim lately. In a way, they have been teasers, because I plan to open it up to friends and family eventually. I don’t know if I’ll make it public or not. However, one thing I want to do for sure is open it to anyone that reads my blog and wants to see it. So, with that said, I’m extending an invitation to you. All you have to do is shoot me an IM inworld (SadyCat Littlepaws) and let me know you’d like to visit. I’ll add you to the access list and send you a LM.
I love doing sexy pictures from time to time, but this is when I struggle the most with what to write. I’m not sure why as what I write about rarely matches the photo anyway. Yet, it still feels weird to tell you something funny that my mom said while showing a picture with my ass pushed up like a cat in heat. While this photo is really supposed to be sexy, I can’t help but giggle a bit about what a photographer might be saying to a model in real life to get her to pose like this. Would he say something like, “Be a horny pussy…cat!” I’ve seen photographers cup the chins of models to tilt their heads a certain way. Would he grab her by the pussy and tell her to lift higher? *cracks up laughing* Yes! I finally found a way to work those words into a blog post. And before you lash out, I’m not suggesting that it’s okay to do that! Calm your tits! Y’all should know by now that my sense of humor is a bit crass at times. So much for being classy….*giggles* Alright, alright….now you see how freaking awkward I am…and quite possibly why I am perpetually single.
So, lots of things happened while I was not writing. I had stopped writing, because it was making me feel exceptionally vulnerable and that’s not a feeling I really enjoy. Then I was dating someone that I really thought I liked, but found out he NEVER read my blog. I remember thinking, “Wouldn’t you want to know what’s on my mind? Wouldn’t you want to support my endeavors?” Apparently not. So, I was sitting there feeling like nothing I had to say mattered. That wasn’t the only reason we didn’t work out, but it certainly didn’t help. Hell, I could say his name and unless one of my readers told him that I mentioned him….he’s never know! Then I started talking to another guy and really thought he was special (he wasn’t). I told him about my blog and how it was a great view into my crazy head and he flat out said he didn’t have time for such things. REALLY?!?!? Clearer my man picker is broken. Needless to say I quit everything. I quit writing. I quit dating. I almost gave up blogging. I cut way back on my obligations and withdrew. Things in real life had taken a difficult turn and Second Life was no longer the safe haven it once had been. In the coming posts, I’ll probably share some of the highlights (or rather lowlights) of the past few months (almost the year) and with them being past, I can also share some of the lessons I learned. Since, my blog has always been therapeutic for me….I can only imagine the level of emotional vomit that will be written. So, grab the paper towels and the clorox wipes…its about to get messy!
People never want to address being on that secrets website. Understandably, they don’t want to give their hater(s) more power or attention. Yet, sometimes I kinda like being on there, because when I am, all the people that love me come remind me how much they love me. That’s a pretty special gift and I appreciate each of them for that. I am so blessed to be surrounded by some of the truest hearts on this planet. The ones that truly love me are far more genuine about their love for me than those sad souls that hate me here and there. When they are so focused on their dislike of me, they are missing out on all the good things in their life. Not my wish for them…or anyone else for that matter, but that is the choice they make. I also find it amusing that the things posted there are rarely secrets, at all. They are usually just opinions from uninformed people with little else to do than complain about those around them. I’d suggest a hobby, but I think their hate probably is as close to that as they come. As for the most recent post? Well, I can’t take that personally. I was rather shocked that I won the award, too! I’m not a hoe though. I mean, honestly, I suck at gardening! If they meant the other kind, well…I’m not that either and they really should learn to spell, along with some grammar. *laughs*
Okay, I never REALLY left. However, I did take a long break from my actual blog site to try my hand at micro blogging. It was fun. It was quick and eventually it was really easy. I knew there were about seven people that read my blog (at least four of them are close friends), but I really didn’t believe that many people were actually reading what I wrote. After winning the Most Humorous Blogger award…well, now I’m like…y’all actually read it? AND YOU LAUGH?? I immediately started scrambling trying to figure out a way to get back to blogging like I did when I started. I’ll admit I’ve missed writing and there’s been many stories I could have shared. So, here I am…and there you are reading….*waves like Forest Gump, cuz that’s how we wave in Alabama*…HI!! So, get ready for the antics of a crazy cat lady on the grid, cuz I’m back and its YOUR fault….or whoever else voted for me…lol.
So, here I am with a photo that does NOT match my post…and I’m thinking that this is going to become a habit. No, I’m not planning a habit. I’m jussayin, that often times the photo doesn’t go with the words. Y’all have seen my work, you know I suck at funny pictures! I do try though! I swear I do! LOOK OVER THERE! (my DragRace friends will get that joke)
This location is what I like to call KraftWork park on my private homestead, which I plan to open up to the public once I’m finished working on it. Hopefully within the next couple of weeks and I’ll tell you lots more about that in another post.