Posted in breathe, Collabor88, Cynful, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Twice Upon a Time

hair: TRUTH Poetry
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Bia Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Kustom9
tattoo: IDTTY Body Shop – Wolf Moon @ Men Only Monthly

KUNGLERS – Sidonia earrings @ Belle
Cynful Ariana Dress @ C88
[BREATHE]-Honami Heels @ FaMESHed X

pose: Diversion – Cold Days

scene:
MINIMAL – Santorini Backdrop

DaD “Floral baggage” @ Summerfest

Soy. Super long Hanging Hedera

Nutmeg. Grandma’s Cottage Basket w/Flowers

[Rezz Room] Fennec Adult Animesh  @ Access

Posted in DOUX, Events, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Maitreya, Mina Hair, Second Life, shopping, vinyl, {le fil casse}

I have nothing left

I messed up. I messed up so big. I just had to say that my good mood was untouchable. I just had to put that out there and the universe said, “Challenge accepted.” Then the universe proceeded to take me on one helluva roller coaster ride. But instead of dipping down and back  up to level  out at the end….this ride went off the freaking tracks. I’m done. I’m not going to write about my life anymore. I’m not going to write anything. I can’t keep pretending that I’m okay and life is all rosey. I tried, because I knew people were tired of reading my whoa is me b.s. So, after today, there won’t be anything to read. Just pictures and credits. It may or may not cost me some blogging assignments & followers. I guess time will tell, but I have nothing left.

Mina LFC ayla diversion vinyl

left:
hair:  MINA – Ananda @ Summerfest
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Bia Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Kustom9

TRIGGERED – Paramour glasses @ Belle
[ rD ] San Croix Necklace @ Belle
{le fil casse} April Swim Set

pose: Diversion – Sunshower Set @ Belle

right
hair:  DOUX – Cordelia hairstyle
head:  Genus Head – Classic Face
body:  Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin

VINYL Bae Swimsuit

pose is in the lounger

Ayla. Beach Day @ Summerfest
Ayla. Beach Day – Beach Parasol
Ayla. Beach Day – Beach Lounger
Ayla. Beach Day – Basket

location: The Bay

Posted in crate, Events, Home Decor, Second Life, shopping

Pretty Good Week

This week has been a complete whirlwind. So much has happened in such a small span of time and here we are. It’s Friday already. There’s an abundance of things happening all across the grid this weekend, so I’m sure its going to fly by and Monday will be rearing its head before I’ve had time to blink. It’s been a pretty good week overall. I did have a bout of PTSD and that sucked, but I got through it using the tools I’ve learned in therapy. So, that’s another win. I’m really proud of myself for getting through that as well as I did. All that being said, I’m in a fantastic mood and I’m refusing to let anyone ruin that. I’m going to have a fun filled weekend and get lots of sleep! *nods*

nutmeg crate serenity style

Atelier Burgundy _ Autumn Leaf Brown (big) LI:1
Atelier Burgundy _ Lily (small) LI:1
Atelier Burgundy _ Morocco (small) LI:1

Mithral * Hanging Philodendron Micans (Concrete Pot) LI:1
Mithral * Hanging Propagation Set (Light Wood) LI:4

Nutmeg. Countryside Dream Rug PG / 1 LI:5

Nutmeg. Disarray Bag w/ Papers Beige LI:4
Nutmeg. Disarray Clutter LI:7
Nutmeg. Disarray Old Jar Plant LI:5

Nutmeg. Familiar Mess Complete Set @ Kustom9
Nutmeg. Familiar Mess Chair White LI:4
Nutmeg. Familiar Mess Desk White v1 LI:12

Nutmeg. Home Clutter Basket More LOD, 5Li LI:5
Nutmeg. Home Clutter Books Bonus Item LI:2
Nutmeg. Home Clutter Floor Lamp LI:2
Nutmeg. Home Clutter Rolled Up Rugs LI:6

Nutmeg. Lavender secret package Group Gift LI:1
Nutmeg. Summer Bliss Horse Statuette LI:4

Serenity Style– Darian Daybed ADULT LI:8

Soy. Reed Screen [Sudare] Dark -Half rolled LI:1

[Rezz Room] Shiba Inu Adult White Animesh (Companion) LI:45

crate Chesterfield Set @ Equal10
crate Chesterfield Cat Vase – Mid Tone LI:1
crate Chesterfield Hanging Plant – Mid Tone LI:2
crate Chesterfield Shelf – Mid Tone LI:1
crate Chesterfield Watercan – Mid Tone LI:1

hive // hanging devil’s ivy plant . light LI:3

tarte. hanging marble pothos plant LI:3
tarte. hanging rope chair (A) – PG LI:6
tarte. hanging spider plant LI:3
tarte. hanging trailing jade plant LI:3

 

Posted in DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping

Say So

Day to night to morning, keep with me in the moment
I’d let you had I known it, why don’t you say so?
Didn’t even notice, no punches left to roll with
You got to keep me focused, you want it, say so
Day to night to morning, keep with me in the moment
I’d let you had I known it, why don’t you say so?
Didn’t even notice, no punches left to roll with
You got to keep me focused, you want it, say so
~ Doja Cat – Say So

doux asteroidbox diversion

hair: #2 DOUX – Summer Night Hairstyle RARE
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Bia Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Kustom9

7P-Ivy Tattoo
RichB. Imo Earrings
AsteroidBox. Jasmie Corset @ FaMESHed X

pose: Diversion – Seaside Poses @ Access

Posted in Cynful, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

Surfing

I went on a SL date last night and we were talking about the different things we like to do in Second Life. He mentioned surfing and I realized that its one of the few things that I have never done in SL. I did windsurfing once and that was hilarious, but I’ve never actually tried surfing. So, I thought it was only appropriate that I do a surfing picture today as I’m adding this activity to my SL bucket list. Hopefully, the handsome man that took me out for sushi last  night will take me surfing someday. *smiles*

doux cynful flf amitie

hair: DOUX – Carla hairstyle @ Equal10
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Bia Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Kustom9

Rebel Gal – Charm Necklace @ Equal10
e.marie // Caliope Bracelet @ Kustom9
EarthStones Kainda Bracelet @ Uber
SU!– Almond Nails
Cynful Anesthasia Chain Set – FLF June 12, 2020

pose: Amitie Mundaka Woman Pack @ Equal10

Posted in Animals, Bueno, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, N21, Second Life

A Little Bit Off

I’m a little bit off today, something down inside me’s different
Woke up a little off today, I can tell that something’s wrong
I’m a little thrown off today, there’s something going on inside me
I’m a little bit off today, a little bit off today
(I’m a little bit off today, a little bit off)
See, I’m a little bit off today, I cannot put my finger on it
Got up a little off today, just to play that same old song
I don’t really wanna try today, I see nothing in my reflection
I’m a little bit dry today, feel like I could die today
~ Five Finger Death Punch – A Little Bit Off

doux rkkn bueno thor rezz diversion

hair: DOUX – Carla hairstyle @ Equal10
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Bia Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Kustom9

e.marie // Caliope Bracelet @ Kustom9
RKKN. Camila T-Shirt @ Kustom9
RKKN. Camila Jumpsuit @ Kustom9
: CULT : Tessa Feet Jewels @ Kustom9

pose: Diversion – Ponder Poses @ Access

BUENO-Segura Sofa @ N21

[Rezz Room] Pug Adult Animesh @ Kustom9

..::THOR::.. Early Summer Gacha Set  @ Kustom9
..::THOR::.. Picnic Blanket
..::THOR::.. Pillow Acanthus
..::THOR::.. Pillow Birds
..::THOR::.. Old Crate Table
..::THOR::.. Nectarines
..::THOR::.. Summer Goodies – RARE
..::THOR::.. Wooden Boat – RARE

Posted in Animals, Second Life

Rezz Room Pandas

OMG, how freaking cute are these pandas from Rezz Room? They did pandas once before, but they were not active little animesh beasts like these. There are full grown adults and babies available at Equal10 and you have no soul if you don’t love them as much as I do. They are sooo freaking cute and adorable. You can rez them and lock them down in one of the 16 static poses. You can set them wander at a personalize radius. You can name them. You can attach them and let them follow you about. How can you resist? You can’t, so go ahead and take the taxi on over to Equal10 and grab them up post haste!

rezz room pandas

 

Posted in Apple Fall, Dahlia, Events, Home Decor, Second Life, shopping

Try to be Better

It saddens me to know that there are so many people out there expending valuable time and energy on hateful activities. More than ever the world needs love. More than ever people need compassion. More than ever we need open minds and open hearts. Is it really so hard for us to keep our nasty, negative comments to ourselves? Listen, this isn’t a lecture. Far be it for me, of all people, to tell others how to live. I’m as far from perfect as they get and I’m as guilty as the next person of making snarky comments about someone I don’t even know to a friend in a private IM. However, these things haunt me when I lie down to sleep at the end of the day. These thoughts do not rinse away when I wash my face and brush my teeth before bed. No, these wretched thoughts haunt me…sometimes for years. So, why do we do it? I don’t have an answer, but I do know that I’m going to try to be better.

mudhoney fameshed x june 2020

28_8f8 – Art of Nature – Hoya Kerrii
09_8f8 – Art of Nature – Cherry

West Village Glass Jar Candle – Blue Glass

Dahlia – Lazy Days – Hydrangea – Mixed Purple / Silver 25
Dahlia – Ariana – Jewelry Display – Pink
Dahlia – Dolled up – Vanity Mirror – Silver 14
Dahlia – Denmark – Blanket – Blush

dust bunny . lauren bathroom . hanging towel
dust bunny . lauren bathroom . bath bombs
dust bunny . blossom books
dust bunny . bunny alarm clock . pink
dust bunny . hoya plant
dust bunny . ivy room divider
dust bunny . lauren bathroom . hanging robe . a
dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter
dust bunny . lauren bathroom . rug . white
dust bunny . hanging plants . double planter
dust bunny & con . lauren bathroom . vanity basket
dust bunny . lauren bathroom . toothbrush holder
dust bunny . lauren bathroom . qtip container
dust bunny . lauren bathroom . cotton ball container
dust bunny . gentlemen’s treats basket
dust bunny . hanging plants . cheese plant

MudHoney Sloan Sink @ FaMeshed X
MH Sloan Towel Ladder
MH Sloan Mirror
MH Sloan Sconce
MH Sloan Sink PG – Fatpack

MudHoney Pax Stone Tray
MudHoney Carter Label Box – White
MudHoney Mirror Box
MudHoney Carter Art – Girl
MudHoney Stone Pyramid
MudHoney Carter Art – Wolf
MudHoney Baobab Tree

Serenity Style– Vintage Treasures – Bookshelf

Posted in breathe, Chic Moda, Collabor88, DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL

How I Go Through Life

It’s no secret that I love Doux hair. I’m pretty sure I blog every hair I have of theirs (99% of the store) at least twice and no, I’m not one of their official bloggers. I dream of being one someday, but in the meantime, I shall blog them on my own dime. I love it THAT much. Over time, they have created multiple hairs that I felt fit me well, but none have grabbed me quite the way this one does. I mean, I’m a hair whore, so I’m sure I’ll be wearing the latest and greatest from other favorite hair designers, as well. However, this Carla hair is just sooooooo me, that I’m sure to be showing it off in all the style options, not to mention a variety of colors! I rarely write about the items themselves, but this is my blog and I shall write about whatever I want, whenever I want…*laughs*…I mean, that’s pretty much how I go through life, isn’t it?

doux chicmoda breathe ana poses

hair: DOUX – Carla hairstyle @ Equal10
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Maya (LeLutkaEVO) @ Uber

CHAIN – Baddie Necklace Set @ TLC
ChicModa // June Romper @ Fameshed
[BREATHE]-Kimiso Heels @ Collabor88

pose: Ana Poses – Tabriz 1 @ Arcade

Serenity Style– El Saler Beach Rocks Set @ TLC

 

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shopping, Uber SL

Better Alone

Nobody wants to be
Nobody wants to be the one to walk away
Nobody wants to see
Nobody wants to see the truth, then let it in, run away
Nobody wants to know
Nobody wants to know the ways they don’t love you right
They don’t love you right
So when you hold me tightly, all night
Ooh, baby, I feel like something’s not right
When you hold me tightly like that
Ooh, baby, I know, mmm
I’m better alone than lonely (lonely, lonely)
I’m better alone than lonely here with you
So lonely here
I’m better alone than lonely (lonely, lonely)
I’m better alone than lonely here with you
So lonely here
I’m better alone than lonely
~ Lykke Li – Better Alone

jb amitie

hair: [monso] Moca Hair  @ Collabor88
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Maya (LeLutkaEVO) @ Uber

*Just BECAUSE* Kelly Bikini

pose: Amitie Straw Bag & Espadrilles Pack @ ShinyShabby

location: Burrow Coffee & Whiskey Co.