She didn’t want to be here

She stood in the doorway, smoking her cigarette. She barely noticed the cold, but it was enough to keep her from crying. She inhaled the crisp cool air deep into her lungs, exhaling slowing through her mouth. She didn’t want to be here. Socializing. Explaining to everyone that her marriage had failed. Thanking them for the compliments. Thanking them for their condolences. Yes, he is a jerk. Yes, she is better off. Yes, she does seem to be handling it well. She doesn’t even bother explaining how depressed she’s been for the last three years. She doesn’t explain that reliving it over and over was pure hell. She simply excuses herself and goes out for a smoke. She looks at her car and thinks to herself, “Next cigarette, I’m going home.”

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hair:  DOUX – Aurora hairstyle @ Dubai
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Baby Face
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin
body: Maitreya Mesh Body

dress: #Blossom&Seeds Northern Lights @ Belle
shoes: Mosquito’s Way – Vanessa @ Dubai

pose: Fashiowl – Let it Snow

ninety – nowhere snow backdrop @ Kustom9
Noxturnal – Deck the Halls Wooden Sign

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