I can relax

For the first time in a very long time, I feel like I can relax. I’ve cut way back on my blogging responsibilities. I’m dating a wonderful man that I’ve known for years. I love all my jobs in Second Life. I have enough on my plate to keep my busy, but not so much that I feel overwhelmed. I can take time to enjoy myself without worrying about getting behind. I can take time away from Second Life without worrying too much about not being available 24/7.
I am still battling my demons and my depression, but having Second Life running smoothly for the most part really helps. I have a therapy appointment in a few days. I get anxiety about leaving the house, but knowing that I’m going to see her helps. I just really hate leaving the house and going into the unknown. That takes all the courage and strength I can must at times. It’s really strange that I’ve become so introverted, because once upon a time I was the life of the party. I’m not exactly sure when that light inside me started to dim, but it seems to be out now. Once in a blue moon, I can get it relit, but its as if I’m trying to keep a candle lit in a high wind. It doesn’t stay lit for long.
Since, I’ve finally got one corner of my life in check, I’m hoping that I can work on the other corners while maintaining the ones I’ve already got sorted. Yes, you heard it here, I have…*sighs*…hope.

cynful piercings

head: Catwa Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Alexa @ Uber

pr!tty – Lemonade
Cynful Mina Piercing – Arms
Cynful Mina Piercing – Collarbone
Cynful Mina Piercing – Belly
Cynful Mina Piercing – Hips
-:zk:- Sunny Bikini

pose: {QP} – Breaking Waves – Female

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