Posted in Catwa, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

Needle and the Thread

Just like a moth drawn to a flame
Oh you lured me in I couldn’t sense the pain
Your bitter heart cold to the touch
Now I’m gonna reap what I sow
I’m left seeing red on my own
Got a feeling that I’m going under
But I know that I’ll make it out alive
If I quit calling you my lover
Move on
You watch me bleed until I can’t breathe
I’m shaking falling onto my knees
And now that I’m without your kisses
I’ll be needing stitches
I’m tripping over myself
Aching begging you to come help
And now that I’m without your kisses
I’ll be needing stitches
Needle and the thread
Gotta get you out of my head
Needle and the thread
Gonna wind up dead

Dead Dollz Uber

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
^^Swallow^^ Crusties Ears
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Maria @ Kustom9

*LODE* Head Accessory – Anna [yellow]
Magika – Lucy
Dead Dollz – Ruler Dress @ Uber

pose: BellePoses – Demi

8. Dead Dollz – My Attic – Spools Thread Rack
10. Dead Dollz – My Attic – Textiles Rack Patterns
11. Dead Dollz – My Attic – Fashion Sketches

Posted in Bondi, breathe, Catwa, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Maitreya, Second Life

We all have blind spots

We all know some one that only hears what they want to hear, sees what they want to see. I believe that’s more prevalent in Second Life than anywhere else. Like orange juice concentrate, the misplaced loyalties on the grid run rampant. People being “loyal” to false friends, closing their eyes to the truth and choosing to turn their eyes elsewhere. I’m not quite sure what people are afraid of, but feeding someone’s ego with lies is not doing anyone any favors. The thing is that when we lie to those that are supposedly close to us, we lie to ourselves, as well. We have to ask ourselves if that’s what we would want if it was us on the other side of the blindness…the deafness. By turning the blind eye, the deaf ear…are we doing them a favor? Or are we so afraid of the truth that the lie is more comforting? What are our motives for such a level of dishonesty, especially if we really are completely aware of the truth?

So, I’m back to writing and the ramblings of my mind are bound to be weirder than ever, but I’ve decided to restrict myself less. A new friend reminded me that I started this blog as an outlet for me. Sure, I absolutely love showing off my favorite designers and will always do that, but the words? I can’t censor myself and get therapeutic value from it, now can I? *laughs* Consider this your warning….lol.

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Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
SU!– Piercing Set 06
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Maria @ Kustom9

hair: Navy+Copper – Genna
BONDI . The Peacemaker Headphones @ FeverFete
Addams // Zury Crochet Holes Top
Addams // Caroline Knot Rope Bikini
[BREATHE]-Midori Heels

pose: FOXCITY. Soulfood Bento Pose Set

scene:
SAYO – Lena Corner Collection
-SAYO – Lena Corner Collection – Lounger
-SAYO – Lena Corner Collection – Floor Lamp
-SAYO – Lena Corner Collection – Floor Canvas
-SAYO – Lena Corner Collection – Succulent Cluster

Elm. Nia Nightstand [Cotton]
Elm. Nia Frame Small [Gold]
Elm. Nia Frame Large [Silver]
Elm. Nia Books [Blue]

MudHoney Olwen Laptop
MudHoney Books – Food & Happiness
MudHoney Trophy Bowl
MudHoney Metal Stick Decor
MudHoney Trophy Bowl
MudHoney Liza Adult Toy Box
MudHoney Liza Heels – Nude
MudHoney Olwen Movies
MudHoney Liza Heels – Black
MudHoney Liza Bra
MudHoney Liza Panties

Posted in Catwa, Dahlia, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Maitreya, N21, Second Life, shopping

When all is said and done

When all is said and done
Tell me how to write this
Tell me how to fight this war
I’ll keep marching on
Like a broken robot
Money back guarantee
I’m in your custody
But I’m not a criminal, I can be your next big thing
Look at what I’ve become
Silly little monster
Should’ve just held my tongue
I hate the feeling of this weight upon my shoulders
Pushing the pressure down on me
You think you want the best for me but nothing really matters
If you force it won’t come, I guess I’m feeling numb
I guess I’m feeling numb

dahlia collar

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
^^Swallow^^ Crusties Ears
SU!– Piercing Set 07
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Maria @ Kustom9
.::Nanika::.Scarlet tattoo White

tram I0618 hair
CURELESS [+] Sterile Face Bandages
amias – NADIA gloves 2
Dahlia – Camilla – Collar @ FaMESHed X
Miu – Lulu sheer dress @ N21

pose: FOXCITY. Show Time Bento Pose Set

Posted in Catwa, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Lybra, Maitreya, Second Life

I need a condom for my heart

Anytime I see condoms tucked into clothing, be it underwear or thigh high boots, I think of Pretty Woman, when Julia Roberts pulls out the assortment of condoms and proclaims that she’s a safety girl. So, condoms protect our genitals from most things…too bad there’s not a condom for our hearts. It would be nice to trust what’s in front of you without getting slapped in the face with a brick wall of pain only days into dating someone, right? I mean, I personally think that I’m pretty guarded. I’ve been successfully single now for two years. I open myself up to the possibility of something good for a few days and where did it get me? You guessed it…slapped in the face with the harsh realities of this cruel grid. I’m reminded once again that I’m not good enough. You’d think by now, I’d get it…and for the past two years I did. Technically, I haven’t broken that stride, because anything that doesn’t last more than a week does not make a relationship. It simply makes one vulnerable enough to get hurt. Thanks, Life, you did it again.
Please don’t comment with some hippy dippy love shit about how I’m worthy, blah blah blah…I truly appreciate the efforts, but they are wasted on me. My life has more than proven that I’m not those lovely things that make one a lovable partner. Lucky for me, I make a great friend and I also have some pretty epic ones. So, all is not lost. ♥

feeling the sun

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
SU!– Piercing Set 06
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Maria @ Kustom9

hair: TRUTH Alias
Dahlia – Camilla – Collar @ FaMESHed X
amias – NADIA gloves 1
LYBRA . ROSY @ FaMESHed X
Mug – April Thong @ FaMESHed X

pose by Double Take

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Jian, Maitreya, Second Life

Poof.

I’ve been letting music speak for me the last few months. I haven’t had it in me to write about what’s going on with me or the world around me. I suppose it is a form of writer’s block, but you’d have to be an actual writer to get that, wouldn’t you? I’m just a nobody that rambles on about whatever nonsense tumbles around in my head when I set my fingers to the keys. I don’t have anything profound to say. I don’t really have that interesting of a life. Sometimes I make people laugh and for that I am grateful, but lately laughter hasn’t been a huge part of my life.
All I really want to say today…well, honestly, I’d like to ask that you all please be careful with the people you encounter in this world. You cannot begin to truly know what’s going on beneath the surface. You cannot know how close to the edge someone is…so for the love of humanity think twice before you’re careless with someone’s heart or feelings. The edge is so close for some that it would merely take one bad thing on a bad day to push them right over…and then Poof.

aleutia x kuni

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
^^Swallow^^ Crusties Ears
SU!– Piercing Set 07
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Carla @ Collabor88
tattoo: WR – Call Of The Wild Tattoo

hair: KUNI / Juliet
Ascendant – Shake It Nails @ Access
//Naberius// The Manticore Set (Black)
[Aleutia] Jenna Sweater & Harness @ FaMESHed X

pose created with AnyPose

Skye Stone Stairs
JIAN Ragdoll Cat Snoozing

Posted in Catwa, Fashion, Lamb, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Dirty Mind

I know what you like
Get the champagne
Hands on your thighs
Wanna get your body high
Get low
Or no
I know you wanna fight
Set a new pace
Wanna do you right
Keep your back to the sky
Go slow
Or no

Yes or yes?
Do you want it in?
You wanna be stressed, I’d rather have sex
You and I and my dirty mind
We can stay high or no?
Yes or yes?
Do you want it in?
You wanna be stressed, I’d rather have sex
You and I could die a thousand times
We can stay high or no?
~ Boy Epic – Dirty Mind

Chemicoll Romance

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Carla @ Collabor88
tattoo: DAPPA – Devour Tattoo.

hair: Lamb. Boyish
::TI:: Grunge Face straps
[ kunst ] – Slim Cigarette
: CULT : ROU RINGS SET
Ascendant – Spiked Nails

1. [CX]&::SOLE:: – Chemicoll Gacha : Jacket (M) RARE @ The Epiphany
4. [CX]&::SOLE:: – Head Connecter (Black) @ The Epiphany
19. [CX]&::SOLE:: – Chemicoll Gacha : Bottom Set (Black) M @ The Epiphany
25. [CX]&::SOLE:: – Chemicoll Gacha : Tube Top ( Black ) M @ The Epiphany
34. [CX]&::SOLE:: – Backpack (Black) @ The Epiphany

pose by Bauhaus Movement

Posted in Blueberry, Catwa, Dahlia, Events, Exploration, FaMESHed, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Maitreya, N21, Second Life, shoes, shopping, vinyl

Little did I know

You gotta get bruised
Before you get mad
You gotta fall down
Before you fight back
Was feelin’ so weak
But baby I’m strong
Little did I know
I’m a champion
~ Bishop Briggs – Champion

jurassic sady

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
^^Swallow^^ Crusties Ears
SU!– Piercing Set 07
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Maria @ Kustom9
tattoo: .Identity. Body Shop – Deep Within

DOUX – Kimma hairstyle @ Equal 10
Dahlia – Camilla – Collar @ FaMESHed X
VINYL – Anne Ruched Top @ N21
Blueberry FLF – Shoes & Stockings

pose created using AnyPose

Serenity Style– Military 4×4 Silver
[Rezz Room] Chihuahua Up @ The Epiphany

 

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Maitreya, Second Life

It can control you

It’s a thief in the night
To come and grab you
It can creep up inside you
And consume you
A disease of the mind
It can control you
It’s too close for comfort
Throw on your break lights
We’re in the city of wonder
Ain’t gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must falter be wise
Your mind is in Disturbia
It’s like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Your mind is in Disturbia
Ain’t used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia

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Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Carla @ Collabor88
tattoo: DAPPA – Devour Tattoo.

**CC** – Beautiful Bokeh
**CC** – Glamour Glitter
KUNI – Camii @ Access
[The Forge] Aurora Top @ The Epiphany
[The Forge] Aurora Pants @ The Epiphany

[Dollmart]Empress Chair
:moon amore: Liquid Soul/ Fluids Halo @ The Epiphany

Posted in Bueno, Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Maitreya, Second Life

Love is a fever

Love is a fever
And is burning me alive
It can’t be tamed or satisfied
There is no mercy
For the fallen or for the weak
Love is a nasty word to speak
I don’t wanna love him anymore
He’s nothing like the man I loved before
But the pain gets real comfortable
When it’s all ya got
Ashes and smoke they can’t compete
Not even hell can take the heat
And I be sliding off of my seat
For his flame
His love is like fire on the floor
It’s got me running for the door
But I’ll be crawling back for more
Of his fire on the floor
It don’t matter what ya say
You can’t survive it, there ain’t no way
So tonight I’m gonna stay
And play with his fire
On the floor
Wanna play with his fire
On the floor child, child
Bueno Kustom9

 

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Carla @ Collabor88
WR – Call Of The Wild Tattoo

BUENO-Belted Bikini @Kustom9

pose: Diversion – Beachin’ Poses

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Undertow

“Two times in
I’ve been struck dumb by a voice that
Speaks, from deep beneath peerless water that’s
Twice as clear as heaven
Twice as loud as reason
Deep and rich like silt on a riverbed
Just as never-ending
Current’s mouth below me
Opens up around me
Suggests and beckons all while swallowing
Surrounds and drowns, and wipes me away
But I’m so comfortable
So comfortable”
~ Tool – Undertow

pulled under

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Carla @ Collabor88
tattoo: DAPPA – Devour Tattoo.

:moon amore: Liquid Soul/ Brave Waves Hairstyle  @ The Epiphany
6. Dead Dollz – My Boho Summer – Bikini Bra -White @ The Epiphany
12. Dead Dollz – My Boho Summer – Bikini Thong -White @ The Epiphany
18. Dead Dollz – My Boho Summer – Sandals – White @ The Epiphany
:moon amore: Liquid Soul/ Fluids Halo -Water @ The Epiphany

pose by Del May