I appreciate when my friends are compassionate and tell me that I should not feel guilty about something I’ve done or been part of by suggesting it was not my fault. Sadly, whether I am at fault or not, if I played a part in something that makes me FEEL guilty. I’m going to feel guilty. Nothing is going to change that until I forgive myself. People in SL love to warn other people about each other. I get it. If you are truly concerned about me, you want to protect me. However, how can you truly know how one person will be with me? Your experience is yours, not mine. So many times, I’ve been warned about someone I dated. The things I was warned about never happened to me. So, let me make my mistakes and stop trying to infect me with your fears. Furthermore, your enemies are not my enemies just because they are yours. If I choose to dislike someone, it is of my own accord, not because you told me to. This does not mean I am disloyal to you. It means I have a mind of my own. You can not wear a tag, proclaim to be something and expect me to respect your so called title or self appointed position in life, especially in SL. If you get my respect, you earned it. If you don’t deserve it, you sure as hell won’t get it.
I don’t need you permission to feel anything. I don’t need your permission to laugh, to cry, or even be hysterical. You do not live in my mind, you cannot possibly understand it the way you think you do. I joke around a lot about doing what I want, but in all seriousness? I DO WHAT I FUCKING WANT! You do not get to shame me for the way I speak, write, laugh, dance, flirt, or anything else. Your approval is not required, nor is it necessary. If you like me, fine. If you don’t, you are free to walk away. No one is going to beg you to stay. I’ve only chased one person in my life. I caught him, then I could hardly get rid of him. Now he’s dead. The lessons learned were mine, not yours. If you think I’m going to chase you for any reason, you’re in for a very long wait.
I’m not suggesting I will never ask for opinions or advice. I’m merely saying that I am in charge of my feelings, no one else. So, if I don’t feel guilt when you think I should….or I do feel guilty when you think I shouldn’t….fuck off and don’t tell me how to feel, motherfucker!
Sady is wearing:
hair: [RA] Lana Hair – (*new* @ Shiny Shabby)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Polly – Catwa Mesh Head Applier – Jamaica
tattoo: .Identity. Body Shop – Rise Again
07. Dead Dollz – PlayBunny Bra Black (*new* @ Epiphany)
08. Dead Dollz – PlayBunny Corset Black (*new* @ Epiphany)
09. Dead Dollz – PlayBunny Thong Black (*new* @ Epiphany)
12. Dead Dollz – PlayBunny Ears Black (*new* @ Epiphany)
15. Dead Dollz – PlayBunny Collar Black (*new* @ Epiphany)
17. Dead Dollz – PlayBunny Cuffs Black (*new* @ Epiphany)
19. Dead Dollz – PlayBunny Shoes RARE (*new* @ Epiphany)