Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, shopping, skin, Uber SL, vinyl

They’re gonna watch me disappear into the sun

The truth is I am a toy that people enjoy
‘Til all of the tricks don’t work anymore
And then they are bored of me
I know that it’s exciting
Running through the night, but
Every perfect summer’s
Eating me alive until you’re gone
Better on my own
They say, “You’re a little much for me
You’re a liability
You’re a little much for me”
So they pull back, make other plans
I understand, I’m a liability
Get you wild, make you leave
I’m a little much for
E-a-na-na-na, everyone
They’re gonna watch me
Disappear into the sun
You’re all gonna watch me
Disappear into the sun

They're gonna watch me disappear into the sun

Tableau Vivant // Bray hair @ Uber
LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
[LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
— PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
VINYL – Juniper Bra @ Uber
VINYL – Juniper Shorts @ Uber

poses: FOXCITY. Juice Bento Pose Set

bridge: MINIMAL – March Group Gift 2020
MINIMAL – London Rooftop Scene

Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Maitreya

when the day gets long

So here’s to you and here’s to when the day gets long
Go ahead, I understand if you wanna take a load off
I don’t drink
But sometimes I need a stiff drink
Sipping from a highball glass
Let the world fade away
Yeah, and I don’t smoke
But sometimes I need a long drag
Yeah, I know it might sound bad
But sometimes I need a, sometimes I need a
When the day gets long
When the work’s all done
When the sun sets
When you need to forget
Grab that cup, mmm
Fill it up
Sip it slow
And let it all go
Ooh

when the day gets long

left:
TRUTH Unravel
LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
[LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
— PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
EarthStones Love Me Knot Set
Seniha. Mareli Sweater @ Equal10
-Pixicat- Oakley Tights @ Anthem

right:
DOUX – Tegan hairstyle
LeLUTKA Ryn Head 2.0
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V5.3
Glam Affair – Lelutka Applier – Yuki

Apl.Blossom Magdalena @ Access

poses: FOXCITY. Indulge Bento Pose Set

Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, The Liaison Collaborative

They got me going blind

These brick walls are tumbling down
Hitting me on the head
My whole world is crumbling down
I don’t know how to act
I rode the wave ’till it crashed down
Maybe I should leave this sad town
I rode the wave ’till it crashed down
Nothing is holding me back now
And all these bright lights
They got me going blind
And all these bright lights
They got me losing my mind

They got me going blind

DOUX – Aluna hairstyle @ TresChic
LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
[LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
— PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

Izzie’s – Closed Eyes (LeLutka Evolution) @ TLC

(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
Apl,Blossom Monica @ TLC
Just BECAUSE Liz Skirt

pose: an lar [poses] The Kimberly Series @ TLC
MINIMAL – Light Room Backdrop -2- @ Kustom9

Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka

That’s when they’ll disappear

Can you hear them?
They talk about us
Telling lies
Well, that’s no surprise
Can you see them?
See right through them
They have no shield
No secrets to reveal
Doesn’t matter what they say
In the jealous games people play
Hey, hey, hey
Our lips are sealed
There’s a weapon
That we must use
In our defense
Si-lence
When you look at them
Look right through them
That’s when they’ll disappear
That’s when we’ll be feared

That's when they'll disappear

DOUX – Seulgi hairstyle @ Dubai
LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
[LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
— PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

.miss chelsea. Jani Tee @ Anthem
.miss chelsea. Jani Skirt @ Anthem

pose: Le Poppycock-One of Those Days

Posted in Bondi, Collabor88, Cynful, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, N21, vinyl

Life’s a game ’til you lose, then what?

I’m the widow
On the tip-tippy-toppy of the highest high of low
And I’m the shadow
Of the first little flower on the brightest patch of snow

Happiness can be hard to find
I’m so slap silly happy
Everybody wants to take mine

Yeah, right
That sounds nice
Everything we ever wanted and more
Someday we’ll get paid
More than it was worth to sell our souls
Yeah, yeah, right

Yeah, I’m a rock star
I’m a queen resurrected, just as messed up as before
Twist the knife hard
Just makes it easier to tell you I don’t need you anymore 

Life’s a game ’til you lose, then what?
I’m reaching a new level of not giving a fuck

Life’s a game ’til you lose, then what?

DOUX – Cyanna hairstyle
LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
[LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
— PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM
Lilithe’// Omukade Tattoo

BONDI . The Rockstar Headphones
e.marie // Cherie Puff Earrings @ N21
(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
:::ChicChica::: Chic Cola opened

VINYL – Waffles Wrap Top Boho Black TSS Jan 23, 2021
Cynful Keeper Flare Pants – FLF Jan 22, 2021

05_{-Maru Kado-} Cat2_stretch (1Li)

pose: – space cadet – 2021 @ N21
MINIMAL – London Rooftop Scene

Posted in Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, [BREATHE]

Fake Bitch

I’m so fucking happy all time 
Also, I’m really good at telling lies 
My friends they always call me for advice 
But they don’t know 
I’ve been crying 
For the past seven nights
This happens every single time I’m drinking 
Like I can finally hear the thoughts
I’m thinking
And it’s oh so clear 
Make a bee line to the bathroom and
I look into the mirror saying 
Fake bitch, fake bitch 
Running from her problems
But she makes it look so good when she ignores them 
And she puts them on a shelf 
And she whispers to herself 
It’s okay, bitch 
Don’t ever change, bitch 
La la la la la 

Fake Bitch

Magika – Amy
LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
[LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
— PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

(Yummy) Adel Ring Set
cheezu. hara outer @ Kustom9
Mug – Emma Skirt @ Kustom9
[BREATHE]-Mitsusa Flats @ Epiphany

MOVEMENT- I have plans My notebook – 2

location: Serasim

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Legacy, Lelutka, The Liaison Collaborative, {le fil casse}

Sex and Candy

I smell sex and candy here
Who’s that lounging in my chair
Who’s that casting devious stares
In my direction

Sex and Candy

DOUX – Martina hairstyle @ Level
LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
[LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Zasha @ C88

(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
Cynful Fluffy Desire Set
{le fil casse} Maisie Socks

pose: Lyrium. Lollies Pose & Animation Set @ Equal10

Serenity Style- Giselle Winter Armchair

Serenity Style– Blue Winter Entry Set @ TLC
Serenity Style- Blue Winter Table
Serenity Style- Blue Winter Picture
Serenity Style- Blue Winter Roses Vases
Serenity Style- Blue Winter Books
Serenity Style- Blue Winter Cushions

KraftWork Clarrington Set . Table Lamp @ Kustom9
KraftWork Clarrington Set . Rubber Plant @ Kustom9
KraftWork Clarrington Set . Basket 2 @ Kustom9

LEMME..Natural Dildo // Malachite
LEMME…Stimulate me!Dildo_ Mint

dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter

Posted in Collabor88, Fashion, shoes, shopping, [BREATHE]

I wasn’t always like this

I’m a nightmare, I know what you mean by that
I can’t wake up from all these scary dreams I have
I don’t really care, and I never will
That’s the way I am, such a bitter pill
I don’t really care, how much silence kills
That’s the way I am
No, I wasn’t born without a heart
I wasn’t always like this, no
Watched you break me, no
Now you blame me
No, I wasn’t born with all these scars
And that’s what made me like this, no
Can you blame me, no? (No, oh, oh)
I wasn’t born like this
Hurt people, hurt people
I’d rather be heartless (Heartless)
Than have my heart in pieces

I wasn’t always like this

hair: Tableau Vivant // Scilla
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)

(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
RKKN. Marley Bodysuit White @ Epiphany
RKKN. Marley Sweatpants V2 Sage @ Epiphany
[BREATHE]-Misasa Sneakers @ Epiphany

pose: Le Poppycock Rough Patches Low Point

backdrop: MINIMAL – September Group Gift 2019

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka

there’s no room for ideals in this mechanical place

Through these city nightmares you’d walk with me
And we’d talk of it with idealistic assurance
That it wouldn’t tear us apart
We’d keep our heads above the blackened water
But there’s no room for ideals in this mechanical place
And you’re gone now
Through a grimy window that I can’t keep clean
Through billowing smoke that’s swallowed the sun
You’re nowhere to be seen
Do you think our desires still burn
I guess it was desires that tore us apart
There has to be passion
A passion for living, surviving
And that means detachment
Every-body has a weapon to fight you with
To beat you with when you are down
There were too many defence between us
Doubting all the time
Fearinf all the time
Doubting all the time
Fearinf all the time
That like these urban nightmares
We’d blacken each other skies

there's no room for ideals in this mechanical place

hair: Tableau Vivant // Soiree @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: [theSkinnery] Monica (LeLutkaEVO) peach @ C88

(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
Seniha. Melanie Set @ Orly
Seniha. Melanie Top
Seniha. Melanie Pants

pose: Lyrium. Jullie Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10
location: BKLYN

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

there’s no remedy for memory

Every time I close my eyes, it’s like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I’m scared that you won’t be waiting on the other side
Every time I close my eyes, it’s like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I’m scared that you won’t be waiting on the other side
All my friends ask me why I stay strong
Tell ’em when you find true love, it lives on
Ahh
That’s why I stay here
And there’s no remedy for memory, your face is like a melody
It won’t leave my head
Your soul is haunting me and telling me that everything is fine
But I wish I was dead

there's no remedy for memory

hair: DOUX – Sixty Nine hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Zasha @ C88

eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA DAY DREAM COLLECTION #1 @ Access
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA DAY DREAM COLLECTION #6 @ Access

Cynful Fluffy Love Set @ Equal10
Cynful Fluffy Love – Bra
Cynful Fluffy Love – Panties
Cynful Fluffy Love – Robe

pose: FOXCITY. Lazy
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Nap Corner

{-Maru Kado-} Sleep Cat 5